Life is tough. Sometimes with people in it. Sometime without people in it.
Without people, you crave for their presence, thinking there will be so much more to your life - friendship, companionship, love.
With people, there is all that you expected mixed with a whole lot of drama- fights, disagreements, misconceptions, disappointment.
Of late, I have been swinging between these two thoughts. To have people in my life, or not.
The thing with this confusion is that you can never be in a situation completely black or white.
You can't just have certain people in your life. There is always some baggage that comes with them. Sometimes you like it, sometimes you don't.
And cutting out someone is not easy either. Thinking of life without them is painful and you keep them in your life, even though they cause you just as much pain, if not more.
I am yet to chose a path. Either way, I hope what I chose brings me some happiness. I could really use a lot of that at this moment.
Without people, you crave for their presence, thinking there will be so much more to your life - friendship, companionship, love.
With people, there is all that you expected mixed with a whole lot of drama- fights, disagreements, misconceptions, disappointment.
Of late, I have been swinging between these two thoughts. To have people in my life, or not.
The thing with this confusion is that you can never be in a situation completely black or white.
You can't just have certain people in your life. There is always some baggage that comes with them. Sometimes you like it, sometimes you don't.
And cutting out someone is not easy either. Thinking of life without them is painful and you keep them in your life, even though they cause you just as much pain, if not more.
I am yet to chose a path. Either way, I hope what I chose brings me some happiness. I could really use a lot of that at this moment.
